Damn

All this pseudo posting has really pushed me over some kind of an edge. Where the hell have I been? Even Deep Throat has come out to reveal himself…

I have been, well, here. Always here, watching it all happen, as are you. It might actually feel good to clam up every once in a while—let the dream life/work life take hold. But it also feels good to let it out too…

GodDAMNIT the news media makes me mad (yes, yes, myself included). How much more of the blame can we swallow on the Newsweek scandal for world implosions, while the administration deflects its own responsibility?

DAMNIT why are people so personally disappointing. You can wait years for someone to be who you want them to be, but no, it really never happens that way.

SHITDAMN the years fly by, the world wobbles more than it did, nobody’s any happier, and nobody buys newspapers they way they used to. Your job and career could be something you never wanted it to be and you wonder how long you can fight to make it what you want. There’s not a lot of time, in the end. Fighting for the validity of “anonymous sources” and proper attribution doesn’t matter to most of the population, who has no faith that you are looking to tell the truth anyway…

DAMNDAMNIT there’s not enough time, and there’s just too much to do.

Just look at the little old lady in that last post. I wasn’t kidding. This is what I’m saying.